little bitty girl

There is much to be said about paying attention in school. Unfortunately, I was one of those who really did not pay attention when needed.

I was always quite good at school but halfway through high school, I lost interest. I mean, I ended up fairing pretty well considering that technically I was not supposed to be allowed to graduate the last year because I had "officially" had 80% absentees. (I blame it all on having first period for a spare and wanting to skip one class in the afternoon, so I just never signed in.) I still managed to get good enough marks to get a scholarship for university.

And university was a bit of a waste for me because I really wasn't motivated for the work involved. Although, I must say that I made really amazing friends which I kept in touch with after dropping out after 2 years and still have today. (THANK GOD!) I do regret not getting that piece of paper which is something that I am working towards now in my "later" years and am glad I have the opportunity to work and go to school, learning something that I am interested in.

But you know what my BIG REGRET is? Not paying enough attention in Photoshop class, because now I have this stupid blog and I have all these ideas of what the site should look like and have no idea how to execute my ideas. I fumble and cry over every thing I try to do and I think enviously of all my amazing creative friends who could probably do what I want in two winks. All I can say is - DAMN YOU! What are you doing next weekend?