little bitty girl

Do you find sometimes things just work out in one way or the other? I still haven't really given myself time to grief. I think it'll happen sometime 6 months after the fact and I will inevitably start bawling over what seems to be like nothing and Stefan will be real confused and scared. But today, other than the bloody heat, things have seemed to work out. I went to my favourite cheapie, good eats restaurant, Salad King (where they never actually serve any salad but really good Thai-Malaysian food) and had my favourite dish, Street Noodle Soup. The soup was cooked to perfection. Stefan had to stay over his mum's tonight as he had some early appointment in the middle of nowhere, so I have the place to myself to just be and do nothing. Tomorrow I head over to NY, so I can be with my brother Ken, who pretends that he's not affected by this all but I know deep down inside, he really is sad in his own way. So, in some ways, everything eventually works itself out.