little bitty girl

Life has been hectic, overwhelmingly so. I am having to make really important decisions in short amounts of time. It's like taking that blind leap of faith, something all entrepreneurs have to do all the time. I know it needs to be done but I can't help feeling unsure and afraid. I don't like not knowing what lies ahead even though the realistic side of my brain understands that no one ever does know.

It's times like these that I just wish time could stand still. So that I can take a walk with my father, learn my mother's secret recipes, trade book notes with my sister, bandy words with my brothes and lie in quiet repose with Stefan. In short, I just want to be with my family. They always bring me a certain kind of peace in this hectic world.